Shad and Tanya

Hey Guys!!
Its been a minute but I've been getting a lot of "why haven't you been writing?" And its mainly cos I don't write till I get inspiration. Yesterday though,one of my fans TOLD me I haven't updated my blogs and for some reason I got inspired to write this...

Shad and Tanya

Tanya's perspective:

He is the perfect definition of DAMN,his aura is extremely sexy,his beauty is immeasurable yet he's so down to earth,so humble and he's very talented- he's perfect except...we're friends. I've known him for five years...since school and ever since then, I've loved his friendship because that way..I got his attention. I was captured by his sense of humour and immersed in his confidence and he always knew the right thing to say. Today he's lying next to me in all his awesomeness,talking about some unlucky girl who needs to get a life.I often wonder what's really on his mind,nothing ever seems to worry him. The way he talks..all his features move in harmony to support his words. His lips...*sigh*
He's a great friend but I'm in love with him..he's aware of this because I told him,was that a wrong move?I so want him to look me in the eyes and tell me he feels the same way ...oh look..his smile,it does something to my blood flow...anyway,I want him to take me in his arms and have his wicked way with me. He kissed me a few nights ago and my legs gave way...this is such a weird fusion of emotions. It hurts yet it feels so good to love him.

Shad's perspective:

She is SO smart and she's such a great listener, her beauty is indescribable. She's a girl of few words but knows exactly how to pour out her emotions,I love that about her. She actually gets my jokes and thinks I'm something special- she's perfect that's why we're friends.
I've known her for five years...since school and ever since then she got my attention with her intellect and the things she says. She's so shy...I think its kinda cute..
We're talking right now and I'm not sure why I'm staring at her breasts and her skin and her mouth and....*sigh* she has VERY nice skin. Most girls these days,don't and the ones I've been with,not really and I've been with a lot of them...oh damn...her eyes are gorgeous.
I feel terrible though because she told me she's loved me since school, I wanted SO bad to tell her that I feel the same..but I couldn't, I can't. I don't have the ability to love. I don't even deserve her as a friend. I kissed her the other night,she's a passionate lover,I can tell. She would love me with everything within her, she would care for me and make me feel like I own the universe.
I don't deserve to have someone feel that way about me,I'm a flirt and a womaniser. I'm forgetful and playful. Somehow though..my feelings have managed to get warm for this girl. I get some weird tingles in my stomach when she looks at me and I wanna scoop her up in my arms and make love to her from the bottom of my heart. I can't even do that without feeling like I'm being a jerk. She's an awesome kisser and very soon she probably will give me a boner hard enough to hit her with. Until then,I might work on making her hate me...

I hope you guys got the message I inscribed in there.

I MAY continue with the story next time LOL

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