Unexplained

HoT tears that burn your eye lids
To express the hollow depth of where the pain comes from
The mental frustration
The emotional restraint
All clouded together in the bossom of darkness
The fear of the unknown
The experiment of the nearest future
My mind boils at the thought of failure
What is it?
Its a sudden ache...the need to burst into sobs
But then it doesn't seem like crying would be enough
Life
Within me,I believe its as heavy as you make it
I will myself to make the burden as light as possible
The more I try, the more weight it seems to have
The issue...the fight...the sorrow
I look at her with tears in her eyes
For the love she has for me
The passion of a soldier, the heart of an angel
She cried the night before, she cried tonight
My only desire is to make her the proudest
Tears with the heat of acid
Burn down the cheeks
Willing it to burn away the mud
Begging it to take away the thoughts
I've looked everywhere for that thing..
That curve ..on the lips...
Feels like its in vain
I remain solo
So I feel so low- I can't even see
Vision blurred but it's a clear road
I need that curve..
But I'll find it
And when I do
I'll be your rock
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