How's your year so far?
This blog is a tribute to a VERY special person in my life, R.I.P Jules "Oluwaseun" Knight. She passed away today, 13/1/2011 and i have to say it hurt TOO MUCH.
We were friends for about six months and out of that six, REALLY got to know her in three.
"oh so she wasn't that close to you then" um, you kow when you've only known someone a few days and you see a lifetime worth of friendship with eachother in yourselves- with Jules, it was a lifetime and a few more after that.
She saw things in me no one had ever seen, all my friends encourage me and see the best in me which everyone needs.....
Miss Knight always saw herself doing nothing but the greatest things
Although she had her bad days, she always made sure her best was given to someone to make them smile...Jules gave disregarding whether or not she would lack
This time next year, she's supposed to release an album with genius songwriters...
The last thing she said to me was "i don't know why i'm saying this but i'm proud of you,baby, oya go and do your work" LOL (even though i was trying to tell her im not in the mood to talk)
She always used to say "you only live once- so do what you CAN do now"..infact i think that was her favourite phrase, ironic,right?
The sad sad SAD thing about it all is ..i never got to show her how much she really means to me, i don't think i even realised till today- i'm ashamed that it took her dying for me to understand- "you don't know what you have till you lose it"
PLEASE don't let that ever be you because i'll tell you now, it HURTS TOO MUCH!! Apart from "regret"
She was nice to everyone who would accept it and cared about people whether or not they appreciated it
I am lucky to have met her and it's such an honour to have had her heart
I now pray to God that He takes VERY good care of her because she cared for me and is now a light in my life nobody can ever turn off...
Jules, I say this for every single person you have touched- I love you and thank you for agreeing to come to earth, now you served your purpose (which was probably to be a blessing in my life- not meaning to sound selfish) you're back with God.
(sorry guys, i don't have a picture of her, she deleted all before she went to San Diego)
Till next time
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