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Dealing with flesh,...
the fleshy heart- the engine that oils emotions
dealing with flesh....
the fleshy parts of you that make you human
dealing with the Guy who created the flesh
on purpose
for lessons to be learnt
whether our actions are meant
for eyes to be opened
for us to be more careful
in the midst of what is fearful
my friend my lover my homie
what you were yesterday
and what you still are today
i'm not trying to figure out
the confusion of the flesh, the doubt
of an unseen future, *forbidden* i'll just
wait for the moment when i know the lust
was not lust at all, but a journey of which
we had to go through, together, to reach
the final realization and the ultimate conclusion
that our friendship is something i'd call a fusion
of jazz, soul and rap and even though you
didn't see the beauty in the music we made
love is something you can't figure out
i'd like to end in one intellectually splendid theory
that'd end all these narratives in thought, story
It. Did. Happen.
we CAN choose to end our friendship
it's all part of this flesh we're all trying to avoid
MY love will always be smart, android
and whatever your decision is, i want you
to know that God will see us through
it's up to you whether us becomes separate
i'm happy as long as you're at peace, concentrate
on getting your joy, it's what I've always prayed for you
I love you and it makes God happy, him is not my concern
it's now left for you to discern